You know that moment when you
think everything's perfect and really going well, then something
happens. Things were going
well and in just one snap, we lost it all. Our two years became nothing. I
died a thousand deaths because I never thought I'd lose you. I never thought
we'd end just like that.
I loved you so much, and that was
the only thing that kept me going. That's the purest part of me. But I lost
that, too.
We were so happy before. Every
moment that I'm with you felt like home. You complete me in every way, and
I still remember every single thing about you. I still remember the way you
laugh, the way you talk, the way you kissed me, the way you held me in your
arms. I remember how we argued about the
little things but when we looked at each other, we can't help but just laugh
about the reason we fought.
I remember our late night talks,
when we used to discuss the future of our future kids. I remember how you cried
and told me not to leave you and me to be yours only and that you're so lucky
to have me. I remember everything. I know I will never forget.
You made me feel alive. You made me
feel something that I never felt before. You're the best thing that's ever
happened to me, nothing can take that away from. Not even myself.
I made you my world. I focused on
you. I gave you everything. I gave you two years of my life. I was devoted
to you. I gave you the universe. I loved you. But those things were never
enough for you. You never saw me. You never saw the sacrifices I made for you,
for us. You never saw how I accepted your mistakes and flaws over and over
again. I never gave up on you.
But just this once, I will because I
really cannot take it anymore. It's too much, too much for me to bear, too much
for me to accept. You only loved me when everything's perfect. You only
loved me because you know I won't go. I used to think that I can't live without
you. I became so destructive. I can't
even see my worth, until now. I can't forgive myself for ruining who I am. I
lost it all. But I am trying, really trying hard to put myself back together.
Thank you for making me the
strongest and toughest version of myself.
I want to thank you for everything.
You lit up my life. Thank you for making me the strongest and toughest
version of myself. You made me who I am today. I still cry, but I know I can do
this. Our relationship did not last for long but I am thankful it happened and
that we had it. I want you to remember that you'll always have a special place
in my heart, no one can ever take your place. I am thankful that you came into
my life. I won't regret anything, everything. I loved you, I love you, I will
always love you. And I wish you all the happiness in life.
