Letting go of someone who means so much to you is painful. It
will break your heart. You'll cry yourself almost every night until you
fall asleep. You wake up in the morning hoping the pain will just leave you
alone.
It is sad to know
that the person you used to know so well just isn't there anymore.x
The person who became your inspiration to fulfill your dreams
isn't around to see you succeed and fulfill them. The person listened to
you even you talked nonsense and spent hours on the phone exchanging text
messages even when it's late at night and the one who will call you and
sometimes sing his favorite songs to you over the phone is nowhere now.
I hate myself because I miss him. I miss those times when he
told me everything, his whereabouts, his gigs, where he was at the moment. I
miss the old times when I was still the one who could make him smile
the biggest and laugh the loudest. I spent years and years hoping that someday
we will end up together. That soon he will tell me that I am the one he needs
and loves.
I waited for
something to happen, but there was nothing. x
My heart got tired of waiting. It's just now that I realize what
I was to him. And now that I know, I can finally let go of the drama I've
brought myself. I must move forward and continue my life without him. I choose
to finally let go of him because there is nothing to hold on to anymore. He
left me hanging and confused. I could not ask for closure.
Someday, I am hoping that I could find a man who will value my
worth and my time, who sees me and is afraid to lose me. Now I am ready to face
the future and move on with my life without him. My heart and my mind are now
open for what lies ahead. It's ready to forget the past
heartaches and move on.
