What's in my Heart?

What's in my Heart?
Love, what else is there?
An unexplainable feeling no one can understand...
My heart beats just for love ... Different kinds of love ...
My heart is full of life for my precious kids, my special love, family and friends...
It contains every happiness and goodness my life went through...
It once kept all the aches and tears that I hid before, till I let go of hatred and hurt 
and kept only love within...
Now, what's in my heart today?
A hidden tear... hurtful feeling that only I can understand...
Like a squeezing lemon, dropping its juice...
Like an unhealed wound bleeding continuously..
Like a fearful child hiding under the bed, afraid to see the light..
Like a lighted candle slowly melting with fire...
What's in my heart today?
Only I can tell..
Because no one will ever understand ...