Friday, March 6, 2015

The Pain in Me

Please allow me this, I need to vent.....



Today I woke up with so much pain in my heart. I have been going through so much emotionally these past weeks. It seems that it is the people you have loved especially all your life will leave you without any reason at all. I can't believe that I mattered so little. Absolutely heartbreaking.

You take a sip of water and when you swallow, it feels as it there's  a rock in your throat. When you wanted to eat as if just seeing the food you wanted to throw out. My heart beats so fast as having a palpitation and almost losing my nerves.

But there is one GIFT that is saving my heart and keeping it from falling into pieces.

Thank you, Lord Jesus, for teaching me to be wary of wolves in sheep's clothing, to be loving without forgetting to love myself, too. To have my kids who are so loving and affectionate and close to me and always beside me, thank you...

And thank you God, for new beginnings  for people who truly have a place in my heart. Thank you for your blessings and grace, I love you.

I love you too my friends and family. God bless all of us.

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